just something interesting...

i was commenting to my BRO that it was kinda funny that i tend to stay away from joshua's LEFT SIDE all the time....like when i am playing and such....and when i am putting on his clothes or picking him up, i am supper careful about his LEFT SIDE....why? you ask? because i am afraid i will HURT HIS G-TUBE!! it is such a HABIT with matthew that i am forever doing it to joshua and he doesn't even have a G-TUBE!! isnt' that interesting? i catch myself doing it!! and when i take his clothes off, i am just in AWE of his smooth little skin with NO SCARS on it!! it is eerie to see it just soooo PERFECT, THANK GOD!!

tomorrow, i am going to go fight the INSURANCE about matthew cardiologist. they are wanting to send us to WHMC but i DON'T WANT TO GO THERE for his pedi cardiologist...it is NOT that they have such bad drs, it is just that ALL HIS MEDICAL RECORDS and ALL HIS DRS and ALL HIS SURGERIES and such has been done at METHODIST HOSPITAL......i can't IMAGINE if he had to have something done somewhere else heart related because they have NO IDEA what matthew has gone thru...sooo, tomorrow i take the fight to the insurance dept to GOD WILLING get this cleared up for him and joshua!! WISH ME LUCK...