Matthews sick again.....

my baby boy....on wed, he woke up moaning and coughing and SURE ENOUGH, he had a TEMP and was sooooooo congested!! so we started increased neb treatments every 3 hours and just watching him....well on friday, i decided to take him to the drs because he was still REALLY congested and just not acting himself or anything and not tolerating his feeds....i was really nervous because our regular WONDERFUL pedi was not in that day and i had to make an appt with his associate and his pulmonologst couldn't see him either...well, he had CRACKLES & WHEEZES in both his lungs and he was calling it PNEUMONIA!! YIKES! so he gave him an antibiotic and started him on his ORAL STEROIDS AGAIN!! has it only been 3 weeks since he got over his LAST illness that lasted MORE than SEVEN WEEKS?!?!?!?!?! OMG, here we go AGAIN and it is not even WINTER YET! THAT is what is sooooo scary!! and the ONLY place he leaves the house to is to THERAPY and that makes me think that that is where he is catching this stuff, even though he is not around THAT many people but i guess it doesnt matter!!! right now he is on oxygen cause his oxygen sats are not going up;.. my poor baby.... and i STILL CAN NOT CARRY HIM!!! makes me sad....i had to call my MIL to come over this evening so that she could get him into bed because the nurse leaves at 3:30p and i can't leave him in his crib that long!!

anyway, i just PRAY PRAY PRAY he gets better SOON!!!!